I am not doing well this evening.

My past always comes up to literally stab me in the heart a million times. I feel like absolute shit right now. I can’t stop thinking about that last, goddamn, stupid night at Starbucks and I feel like throwing up right now. Everyone is right. I am crazy and I don’t deserve existence sometimes.

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I am Alyssa. I love the arts. I love drawing. I love writing poetry and short stories. I read many books and right now I'm really enjoying Ernest Hemingway. I have lots of thoughts. I carry a Moleskine full of them wherever I go. I love classic films. Woody Allen is my favorite director. I want to work at the National Archives one day. This is my Tumblr just in case you didn't notice.

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